I grew up in a home that hummed with admiration. Every step I took, every sketch I dared to show, drew in breathless attention and warm applause. Laughter sparkled around our dining table; hope for my future felt like a constant chorus. With parents who were fashion prodigies and media darlings, I was presumed to be their inevitable masterpiece—another prodigy in the making. The world felt wide open, and I let its possibilities wash over me with blissful certainty.
The Glow And The Fade
But the world’s gaze shifts. As a child, futures are luminous; the horizon is yours. Then adolescence arrives and, with it, a bold conviction that destiny will kneel before your originality. Over time, the crowd thins. You realize you are not immune to the ordinary. You look around and discover that life’s terrain doesn’t always match the bright map you drew when you were young.
Losing My Thread
There came a season when I lost myself. My studio—once a sacred laboratory—was strewn with aging bolts of fabric and tired machines. The air carried the scent of a bright, hopeful girl I could barely recognize. I had drifted off the seam of my own path. It took time to hear my inner voice again. Fashion had always been my refuge and my language—the way I interpret the world, translate feelings into form, and make meaning visible and wearable. My parents’ counsel rang in my ears: never grow stale; push boundaries; reinvent; be free. Be the sailor chasing the horizon, the chef with a cauldron of ideas, choosing ingredients with care and technique with courage. I was overwhelmed then. Now, I am ready to dream again—for myself and for others.
When Magic Met the Feed
Fashion used to feel like alchemy—impeccable craft, visionary daring, iconic myths. Technology did not steal that magic, but it changed its speed and its stage. Trends now sprint. What once lived in salons and showrooms touches billions of screens in seconds. I remember audiences watching my runway through their phones—present, yet somewhere else. Once an image is posted, a silhouette can be copied almost instantly.
The Fleeting And The Forever
I understand the joy of instant sharing; I also grieve its erasures. Architects and painters leave monuments to endure. Museums cradle canvases against time. Fashion demands the same sweat and soul, yet vanishes between scrolls. The crescendo after a show can lift your heart; then, with a click, an entire collection is reduced to a grid and relegated to yesterday. Exposure has become an arena—designers constantly measured, tastes turning with ever-quickening rhythms.
Craft Versus Clock
For a while, I felt defeated. How could success depend less on vision and more on velocity? To me, a dress is a world: a vision that resists convention; an artisan’s hand shaping fabric, linings, threads, buttons, zippers, trims, and collars; a style that partners with a wearer’s body and amplifies her presence. Every garment carries a story, and stories take time. No true maker should trade soul for speed—or so I thought. Today I hold a more nuanced truth: the clock is part of our craft. I can defend depth while designing with tempo. I can honor ritual while moving with the times.
Bending Without Breaking
Disruption arrives like a storm—some days as a drizzle of updates, other days as a lightning strike. It wasn’t mine alone to weather; every designer I admire has felt its jolt. Self-pity is a luxury I can’t afford. Instead, I keep listening inward and refining my hand. My work still has bite and grace. I still draw from nature’s flow and movement. People still seek timelessness, universality, and ease—and I can deliver pieces that feel relevant, comfortable, and, most of all, liberating.
The Practice of Renewal
Nostalgia is tempting—a soft-focus lens that begs the world to pause. But change is the only constant. I miss the simplicity of the past, yes, yet I also sense a fast-approaching tide. Technology won’t wait; neither can I. So I return to the simplest ritual I know: sketching. Line by line, muses gather. Collection by collection, I look for the soul of that brave young girl still here, still drawing breath through cloth.
Conclusion: A Designer’s Promise
I will keep learning to dance with the present without abandoning the poetry of craft. I will build garments that hold both urgency and eternity. And whenever the world scrolls past, I’ll meet it with my pencil, my scissors, and my steady, stubborn love for the art of fashion.


